LIKE A (SISSY) SLUT

My Mom and Dad wanted me to be a girl. Does that explain why I am transgender? I am one who feels that for every effect there must be a cause. I am not transgender just because . . . I born this way. There has to be a cause. My parents wanted a girl and around the age of ten I tried on one of my sister’s dresses and instantly realized I would have been so much happen if they had had the girl they wanted. Is this the cause and effect? I can not say. But it cannot be coincidence that for years I listened to Mom tell friends and family the story of how much her and Dad wanted me to be a girl and now I am a transgender woman.

However is my desire to be a totally fuckable bad ass sissy whore a product of how I was raised?  No I would not argue that.  However I began crossdressing at about the time I was going through puberty.  While it was different for me than it was for my male classmates, dressing up and my awakening sexuality did occur at the same time.  I did not start crossdressing at a time when being a girl meant long hair, wearing dresses, playing with dolls and playing ‘house.’  began crossdressing at a time when the girls in my class were starting to flirt with the boys and the boys were started to notice girls as being more than ‘yucky.’

When I was a freshman in high school, an hand injury kept me from participating in athleletics.  I still wanted to make my contribution to the team so I sign up to be the equipment manager of the football team and later the basketball team.  This was the first time in my life I would see the cocks of real men.  Okay maybe at seventeen the oldest guys on the team were not real men, but they had cocks that were man-sized.  I developed a fondness for seeing several members step out of the shower and walk over to the window of the equipment room to get a clean towel for me.

I am not sure when I became a slut.  I cannot explain why I want so desperately to be as totally fuckable bad ass sissy whore.  However, I suspect being a slut and being a whore is all about being all the woman I can be for men as I will never truly be all the woman I want to be.

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